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Souvenirs

by Gardening Angel

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1.
Picture 03:24
I wear your picture on a chain 'round my neck I've got your songs stuck in my head look at your poster up on my wall and know I don't know you, no I don't know you at all But you've always been there when no one else was no one to love me, no one for me to love so I wear your t-shirt and I read your book and know I don't know what you've seen, just how you look How does it feel to be all alone? listening to yourself on the radio all the good times you were by my side wonder where you really were I know that we'd probably not get along wouldn't have much to say wouldn't have much in common I wear your t-shirt next to my skin and know I don't know where you are just where you've been But oh when the lights go out tell me who's gonna save me from myself when the storms on a roll and friends have all gone home tell me who's gonna sing me off to bed? I know that we all sometimes feel alone from the day that you die to the day that you're born I've seen your picture and I've heard your name and know I don't know you but I love you just the same
2.
Useless 04:59
when you told me i wasn't there should not have listened to what you said then the only pieces left were the cast offs & left for dead but i am crawling from this grave where you buried me in shame like a dog who knows he's wrong you're afraid of what i've become >in this cold where you turned me out held me up and struck me down i mutated into one that you can't control like you did before 'cause i have crawled out of the grave where i slept beside your hate that is coming after you you're afraid of what i can do why did you use me if i'm so useless why did you use me if i'm so useless i know you won't ask me for forgiveness why did you use me if i'm so useless run from what you've done now you're running scared
3.
I can't even.
4.
Burden 03:17
blame it on the weather screwed it up again drop me with a feather i'm putty in your hands no, i'm not complaining when you kiss me where it hurts just wish it would start raining and wash off all this dirt 'cause I've been crawling through the mud just to get to you but now there's nothing left of me it hurt too much to feel so i cut my feelers off stopped looking in your eyes so they wouldn't linger on 'cause I've been staring at the darkness for any sign of light and burned out all my days just to last the night and I had to eat my heart out just to stay alive and now i'm all that's left of me give away my burdens trade 'em in for space nothing left to lose walk off the human race I gave away my burdens just to get you and now all that is left is me
5.
Echoes 04:40
Here we are again it’s you and me, my friend the laughter has gone home the party’s gone to bed they’re sweeping up the floors and locking up the doors and we can’t stay here but we don’t have to go oh, the echoes of the ghosts If these old walls could speak the secrets that they keep chains of cigarettes and conversation threads meet out by the fire a broken, drunken choir while the painted trains try to sing along oh, the echoes of the ghosts oh, the echoes of the ghosts it’s only the breaking of your heart that’s been broken a thousand times or more so you crack open a grin and get back up again just like you did a thousand times before oh it’s only the echoes of your heart dancing on the ceiling and bouncing off the walls only the echoes of the ghosts the faces and the names are gone but there’s a place that waits for them to come back and leave without a trace catch you the next round who knows how long ‘til then maybe these old walls will have burned to the ground where will they go then? it’s you and me, my friend we can’t stay here forever
6.
well, gather 'round kindred souls we'll climb the mountains full of moles and wax on like the poet's moon and something something rhymes with moon well, what you see is what you make so make the world a lovely place and love the things you get to do and just be nice and don't be cruel Oh, don't sell yourself short you're better than that I've seen you at your worst I've seen you at your best no, it's not your fault that it's raining but that don't mean you gotta stand there and get rained on So, if you want in the club all you gotta do is show up 'cause we all need to get loved and we all need to give love so, here try some of mine and pass it down and 'round in kind it all comes back around if it's lost that means it can still be found Oh, don't sell yourself short you're better than that I've seen you at your worst I've seen you at your best no, it's not your fault that it's raining but that don't mean you gotta stand there and get rained on
7.
Ambivelocity 04:42
But you didn't even care, love No, you weren't even there Do not forsake me, oh my dear
8.
I tried to tell you all the things all the things that mattered to me oh but all you could hear was her voice on the line just a little little bit like mine It didn't take you long to see things don't care how you you want them to be oh but you just kept staring at that picture in your mind looks a little little bit like mine Over your head, under your skirt washed by the rain, cleansed by the dirt under your bed they wait for your call to save you from the light in the hall I tried to tell you everything I tried to tell you everything I tried to give you all you need and to fix your broken dreams oh but all you could feel was your own hurt inside and just a little little piece of mine
9.
Broken down and out there on the way of being human I was looking out for vultures all while trying not to be one and you know I can't run with you 'cause it hurt too much to leave you in the dust of empty cities like a ghost on that old bar stool and you know I'm coming back someday but before I do I must go away in this cold where the dead ones play I will find you where the lost souls pave the way I left you in the night my dear I left while you were gone out and I cried each night alone out here without you in my arms my absent family do you still love me or did you ever do you still? or was I just another pill to swallow down where the dead ones play they know I'm going back someday but before I do I must go away come and find me where the lost souls pave the way
10.
Souvenir 04:04
Remember that old barn and the letters that you wrote hidden in the hayloft where we sat so long ago walking in the fields, the highway into town we're going to watch a movie won't you come and see your friends The cross above the church glows the same shade neon pink as the Deja Vu Live Nude Girls sign just down the street and the Sunday morning hobos are the only signs of life as you stumble home from yet another wasted sleepless night Everywhere you've ever been is there inside your head and these scars are just a souvenir of places you have been You don't see signs like that anymore it's been a long time since I knocked on that old door for the last time they don't cut lines like that anymore if you're just going to cheat then why am I keeping score? Every breath you've ever spent is there inside your skin and these lines are just a souvenir of places you have been This body's just a souvenir a place that you have been
11.
Big Blue Jar 05:07
Well I've been through it all or at least a good portion answered the call to seek out my fortune but this life's not all spent, this journey's not done by the time that it is, kid, I'll be halfway to the sun Fly away, back to the clay the sun's going downtown but daughter moon's on her way up out and into the clouds have broken the stars are scattered so far we're all just specimen and women in this big blue jar I went up in the trees, buried down in the dirt tried to let go the past, tried to carry the hurt tried to step off the path but I just made a new one 'cause wherever I go I'm followed by all of this "stone blind love" Maybe nobody's watching, maybe God left the lab maybe participating is what life's all about getting burned by the sun getting worn out and having a good cry 'cause nothing gets born that's not someday going to die so fly away...
12.
Long Road 04:09
he was driving those white horses when the circus came to town said we've been looking for you darlin' you're a hard one to track down but the fortune telling lady, she cannot tell a lie and you were born to run with us, child born to run until you die and it's a hard road and it don't really go nowhere but there's nowhere else to go but down that road she was lighting 16 candles when the devil came to call said I've been waiting for you darlin' now you're old enough to fall your parents signed the papers but you don't have to go if you don't you're on your own, though on a cold and lonely road and it's a long road and it don't really go nowhere but there's nowhere else to go but down that road...
13.
sing me goodnight, sing me goodnight the day has burned down so bring up your light carry the water to where it is dry we've lived through another day so bring out your light tell me a story, tell me a story make it about a girl who acts a lot like me but make her be stronger, make her know better make her be braver than I've ever been paint me a picture, paint me a picture use every color that comes in the package just show me something I haven't imagined take me out dancing on the side of a mountain tell me a secret, tell me a secret make it a good one... ...yeah, that's a good one

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Written & recorded in 28 days (mostly- there are some lyrics and riffs I already had brewing) for F.A.W.M. 2015.

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released February 28, 2015

cover photo by Jessica Wright 2001

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Mugician. Professional weirdo.

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